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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

today was an exciting day becasue of the uk trip thing...
ughhh i really wanna go but i seriously don't think my mum will allow?
i can't get over it.
maybe, maybe if i worked really really hard my mum will allow but arghh its soooo expensive i don't think its possible at all and its just so... so 'the kind of things my dad disapproves of''. its impossible, i should just stop thinking about it.
ARGH
ARGHHHH but i want to go!
I wanna go to Wordsworth's garden where he wrote Daffodils!
I wanna go to the Globe Theater where all the Shakespeare plays were played and all the nobles once sat hundreds of years ago to watch it!!!
I wanna go to where shakespeare was born!!!!
I wanna live by a lake.
I wanna go to a river and do all the geog stuff and not just read them on the paper and look at all the black and white pictures printed from the internet.
I wanna go smell the freshest air.
I wanna go to the free museum that is larger then vivocity and that houses a mummy that looks absolutely disgusting.
i want my college life to be exciting :(
wanna have a good time, spend a few cool days in cool company :'(

dash my hopes, thats what my parents are best at.

9:01 PM

Monday, February 26, 2007

I don't like it when my friends do things on the sly,
and then expect me to forgive them later on.

anw, i'm sick of not being able to show what I really feel about tests in school.
i'm sick of always having to act like i'm NEVER affected, or having to hide my emotions when it's clearly there.
so, yup i freaking fucked my maths test today.
it sucks.
my tuition teacher is gonna murder me, he's gonne think i didn't prepare enough.

10:13 PM

Sunday, February 25, 2007

you know, i wonder how life would be like if it was lived in complete discontent.
i wonder whether my mum has ever felt contented about anything at all.

hai.. whatever lah.. i don't care anymore.
i got alot of work to do,
but was instead messing around with photoshop. heh heh.
i want the crack to that thing. it is SO COOL.
30 days is like so not enough for me to discover all its wonders... and what more with the coming up exams and all that shit... oh mann i'm in love :)

anyway, look.

i think it turned out quite well!! hahahah....

12:34 PM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

I spot my father laughing at 'Just For Laughs'!!
i ask him 'are you laughing at the show?!' (apalled face*)
he stopped himself.

my dad NEVER laughs.
haha so cute!

anw, cny's been good.
i'm glad to announce, I DIDNT GAIN ANY WEIGHT.
best thing is, i didn't starve myself. instead, i learn to eat only the best stuff (eg abalone hahahaha) and not just eat everything. i'm cool.

hm, hong bao collection... not that great.. decreasing every year loh!!!! WHY, tell me why!!
hahah.. but oh oh, ytd went gambling i won 28! whoohoo...
i just like win and win and win.. omg so shuang. i won away everyone's money. hahaha.. then they were all complaining... oh, im a happy girl!
came down with a bad bad flu...
went home at round 10 rush hmwk like crazy...
intheendmasayudidntcomeAGAIN.
thanks... always like that one.. oh well, i shan't complain. i got 1 hr free period.

hmmmm...
irritating day...

10:27 PM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

today(or yesterday) is vday!
yay had quite a good time in school exchanging presents :)

highlight of the day was with the spinsters' society!!!
hahahah... goodness, i had so much fun.
laughed like never before mannn. i love you guys so much!
i always feel the best when im with you all lah... makes me wanna run away from school and just stay there with you guys forever and ever.
even tho we had to wait for the stupid restaurant until 9oclock to get a seat.. but i was never once bored. ahaha... and matong, i hope you enjoyed our surprise and the 'cake' :)

reached home at around 1115. now im trying to rush my hmwk...
ahhh finally finished my lit, i wanna go bath la feel so disgusting man.
after that shall do some econs, then maths.
hahah.. and its 2 already.. i wonder what time i can sleep.

1:52 AM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

[comeON]-ridiculous! go read my blog. says:
but how do you link idol worship to cny???
-[brrr]- academic whores says:
youre not worshipping lor
[comeON]-ridiculous! go read my blog. says:
we dont WORSHIP idols during newyear!!!
-[brrr]- academic whores says:
cny is a tradition, not some ritual idiot
-[brrr]- academic whores says:
hahahahahhh
-[brrr]- academic whores says:
HAHAHAHAH
[comeON]-ridiculous! go read my blog. says:
YAH!
-[brrr]- academic whores says:
omg
-[brrr]- academic whores says:
HHA
[comeON]-ridiculous! go read my blog. says:
like oh, i pray to the dancing lion ah?
[comeON]-ridiculous! go read my blog. says:
CRAZY
[comeON]-ridiculous! go read my blog. says:
omg
[comeON]-ridiculous! go read my blog. says:
hahahaha...
-[brrr]- academic whores says:
HAHAHAHHA
-[brrr]- academic whores says:
i pray to my oranges
-[brrr]- academic whores says:
esp the pineapple tarts
[comeON]-ridiculous! go read my blog. says:
yah yah i pray to my hong bao
[comeON]-ridiculous! go read my blog. says:
hahahahahaa....

hahahahaah.... lamo!

9:33 PM

TODAY IS THE MOST HORRIBLE DAY.
ahhhhhhhh.... totally screwed.
pressure from teachers, parents, peers, hmwork, results- you name it, i've got it.
ok, we've all got it lah. everyone now...
was totally overwhelmed by reality after maths lessons.. partly triggered after mrchin started shouting at us. omg he was so pissed..
reality.. argh shitty reality. indeed, ignorance is bliss.
after that, tried to do econs, dunno how to do.
i was so stressed out my shit, all i wanted to do was sit there and whine (which i did, for awhile.) and irritate the hell out of everyone because everyone should SHARE MY PAIN.
didn't wanna meet anyone, didn't wanna talk to anyone.
was totally incoherent and sentences werent making any sense.
wtf
wtf
wtf
ignore me, i dont know what im saying.

ok i come back home expecting some FOOD, but noooo, no food.
instead, i was greeted with a letter.
from the biggest ________(subjected to your own preferences of curse words since my vocab is not very large and beautiful in that area) i've ever seen in my life.

ok let me tell you guys a story, first i need to have a disclaimer.
PLEASE NOTE: this is religion sensitive. however, i want to say that on no grounds am i exaggerating or telling any untruths regarding the contents of the letter. everything else is just my opinion i guess, so if anyone's gonna be offended, dont read. thanks.

Not so long ago, my aunt send a cny card to aussie to this friend of hers- who only understood chinese- and since she can't read or write english, i had to write a letter for her. That was when i learnt that she has recently suffered a stroke but is recovering well...
ok so i wrote, typical letter lah.
anw, ytd my aunt received her letter from aussie and even tho she can hardly read eng, she almost died from reading this letter (not from the bad english, of course):

I write this letter to your family with love. With Godly love and not worldly love ......
First, i would like to tell you: DO NOT SEND ANYMORE CHINESE NEW YEAR CARDS in the future. Now, i want to explain this: cny cards and red evelopes is chinese tradition ....... Chinese people worship idols (statue). Inside all the statues(Buddha, Quan Am, Kuan Kong) there are evil spirits, devil, satan ...... Lucifer and all his wicked angels.
So all the cny cards and red envolope have evil spirits inside you dont see by eye, but they exist.

Last year, i display the cards i received in my home like every year. Lucifer and all his group of evil spirits attacked my husband and I. He was very sick and couldn't seem to get well. He prayed to Lord Jesus who revealed to him ...... The Lord heal my husband.

Now, I want to tell you, all the chinese people worship idols or worship Satan will be punished by GOD ALMIGHTY or CREATOR. Worship father or mother or ancestor when they died also called worship idols..

JESUS CHRIST WILL COME BACK TO THIS EARTH VERY SOON TO REIGN FOR EVER AND EVER AND DRAGON, THAT OLD SERPENT WHICH IS THE DEVIL AND SATAN WILL BE BOUND FOR A THOUSAND YEARS INTO THE BOTTOMLESS PIT AND SHUT HIM UP.

____________________________________________________________]

my goodness, i don't know what to say.
but i haven't heard of ANY chinese who has stopped celebrating cny because of their religion, it's just plain uprooting from the culture they were born in!
and i mean, ok so you strongly believe in your religion but you don't have to shoot my aunt down like that just for sending a card to her and then blaming my aunt's card for her illness.
can't help but think that is purely irresponsible, and not to mention, very rude of her.

i don't think i'm over reacting by getting really pissed off with how ridiculous the letter is. Dont missunderstand me, im not against the religion at all, but still... this letter is seriously :/
wth, i cant believe it....

8:39 PM

Monday, February 12, 2007

i did this personality test..
hahaha... and actually the fact that i have 2 results is quite.. disturbing.
as in, its supposedly like 2 different and opposing kind of 'types'.
hahah omg i'm schizophrenic.
look at this.
but overall im quite happy with it. heh heh... its quite true lah i think.....
go do it man! tell me your results. so interesting....

hmmm... this week is real busy.. got alot of things to do blah blah.
meeting a whole lot of people, but I AM BROKE.
chitra just took 20 from my today cause i have to absorb ALL my tickets.
and she tells me that AFTER the funfair, thats damn evil.
i hate working with her, i cant stand her personality.
her only saving grace is, she's a good lit teacher. whatever.

ok anw, i'm supposed to be in new york now, having a 10000 ppl concert with delia,
cause we are THE IMAGINARIES.
hohoho, you can kind of gather a sort of idea what kind of band we are from our coolest band name (hint:the word imaginaries comes from imagining a.k.a things that only happen in your dreams)
basically, we have a wide range of songs.
8 cool songs in total and one bonus track.
our zhu das are so cool... delia is also trying out composing, so far she has garnered great results! hahaha... one sentence, not bad not bad.
gosh, we are lame delia! we are.
why didn't i talk more to you last year? we could have had so much more fun.
spent one whole math lecture giggling and having lame convos, totally ignoring the lecturer who was talking smth about complex numbers, or smth. (oh man, whats that???)

i miss i@fun.
lessons are boring.

8:06 PM

Sunday, February 11, 2007

shall talk abt the funfair when i get the photos!
hahah.. .but ytd was really really fun.
MATONG ANG YANNI CAME! i love you guys....omg! ahahaha i was so excited lah.. i was waiting for so long i thought you guys wouldnt come alr but you did! yay... no i was just kidding when i said you all might as well not come (heh heh) because im really glad! hoho.... walked around talked crap... this is what friends are for, really. :)
our class was being lovely and really cooperative ok fine except SHI FEI aka zhu1 rou4 and that ah hao...... hahaha...
our shirts were cool, no doubt. but guess what, i put them in the wash ytd and today poof! its all gone!!! left like a faint shadow of a spider.... great. so much for etched memories.

we went for dinner aft that and went to mos to talk talk talk till 10.. wahhhh.
i sat for so long my legs hurt, but it was extremely enjoyable :)
oh oh saw L boy.. think he has a girlfriend. hahaha! so sweet lah those 2..
anw, we talked about anything under the sun.
good old gossips and rich indo bitches.. oh it was good.

reach home, bath, slap some baby lotion on my red hot face and SLEEPPPPPPPP.
i just woke up not long ago.
hahahah...

ok but, woke up this morning to a grim prospect... so much hmwk, so little time!
plus, im gg to the dentist later tonight and im so scared..... ah.

11:57 AM

Thursday, February 08, 2007

you know, maybe i should take back what i said about our class.

hahah.

on second thought, no. i shan't. but oh well people always manage to be lovely when they want to. and today is one of those days we choose to be good to each other. look what we accomplished? i hope this gives everyone that sense of achivement, that strong feeling of a bond it gave me. teamwork is indeed powerful :)

these pics are taken from shuduan's blog, i couldnt resist putting such beautiful stuff here.

as everyone can see thats my handwriting there. hahaha... i love the balls!!! arghhhhh... just nice we have 15 balls and so we all have our own private one that is named after us!! arghhh so cute. mine's the second horizontal row, first ball from the left. so cute so cute. all done by delia and amanda! and abit of help from us. these are the balls solely responsible for making chitra(my form teacher) laugh SO hard we saw her bra :/ and her cleavage (she wears VERY low cut). poor samuel was standing right in front of her when it POP! happened. poor boy, he was completely freaked. good thing i wasnt there to see it for myself! haha..

and our banner!

its cool. simple but aiyah nice enough for me!
i love the keeps you hanging thing!!! heh heh i came up with it mah.. of course i love it :D

yes yes im looking forward to this sat. i hope it wont screw up man.....

oh guess what, something unfortunate happened
my filling for my tooth DROPPED OUT. arhhh!
how how?! have to go back this sunday... im scared....
i just knew it was shaky!!! ahhhh... ]
i reahced home, and was eating that kueh bangkit (you know tt white powdery new year thing) when omg the filling dropped out!!!!! now i feel so naked. the whole tooth is like practically non existence??? i never knew a tooth could survive with this little left of it. its a miracle! you guys should take a look at it...

9:36 PM

Monday, February 05, 2007

haiii i'm so emotionally affected by what's happening in school.
eh ppl answer the riddle leh.
you guess bukit timah i also happy mah.. fun mah!!

ok so, getting down to it..........
i need the drive man
WHERE IS THE DRIVE?
nowhere to be found.

anw, when one is very emotionally affected, one tends to be really.. sensitive.
hahah.. ok fine maybe its just me.
but you know, i really don't understand some people.
like just because for that moment they just did something great tgt they can forget about everyone around them like 'oh, just cause they weren't part of us' the best thing is its like as if they were possesed for that moment then after that they start to act normally again.
haha. this is FRIENDSHIP for you.
maybe they were overwhelmed by how different we were at that moment, just because they managed to achive something ppl around them didn't.
aiyah the best thing is, no one will understand what im talking about.
haha.. nvm used to it alr.
i understand though because i always feel like i can't understand my friends when i'm reading their blogs. all those blurred out messages, people need to COMMUNICATE man. (well, look who's talking!) ok aiyah i'm feeling really cynical and skeptical about life now.

this sucks.
matong we need to talk............
celebs............ ah......... WE HAVE TO MEET UP SOON!
i need a recharge.
i miss you guys so damn much, i'm gonna cry.

8:28 PM

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Delia and Liting's challenge: are you brave enough??

Which MRT station in Singapore is named after an ex tellytubby member?

give the correct answer and you are BRAVE!

click here! for the answer on 07022007

5:27 PM